Shoot From The Hip

This weekend strictly sucked. There is no other word that can describe it besides sucky. I'm facing more battles in my mind, and I don't know how to react with my thoughts. They just seem to eat right through me everytime. If there is only one thing I've learned it is this. We are all crazy until proven we can hold sanity in our hands. Some lose their grip on life and my hands are tired and I'm starting to slip. I got my prom clothes yesterday, nothing fancy just some nice dress clothes. I'm ready for today to end. I'm being swallowed whole. I'm trying to stay focused but my train of thought is derailing, and it's gna be a nightmare when it finally crashes. The one thing I want right now is someone to love that will love me back, and I can't seem to find that anywhere....I have so much on my mind i can't take it. FML

Quote of the day

"silly me for thinking
honesty is something
given free I make the rules
and this is how it ends
heartbreak baby is half the fun
you bring the bullets
I'll bring the guns
take ten steps now turn and draw
I shoot from the hip and watch you fall"

- A Change of Pace